Damn....

I always say I am going to blog, but I never do.  It's really hard to get to this with all the other things I have going on in my life.  I have been feeling a little crappy, happy, random, annoyed, loving, and all other types of mixed up shenanigans lately.  Lets start off with a wish list!  1. I would like a house that has a play room so that every time children come to my house Aydan's room doesn't look like a disaster, 2. I would like a nanny, a personal assistant, a chef, and a maid (lol, all of course are things that are going to happen when hell freezes over), 3. well I will keep a couple things to myself.  A friend and I were talking today about how when you walk into your home the feeling of shear exhaustion takes over and you have no motivation to do much of anything.  What the hell is that?  I have this feeling way to often.  Could it be the fact that I am taking care of my two wonderful children, or the fact that after getting them ready and put down for bed I am doing school work, or the fact that I am working part-time, or the fact that I always seem to have some sort of social event that I am attending????  Being pulled in forty-five different directions is not that fun all the time.  BUT,  I LOVE MY LIFE!!  Not trying to convince you or me.......it's a fact!  I would not ever give up wearing all the hats that I wear.

My whole family shares the same towel......

Gross but true, lol!  Yes, Richard, Aydan, and myself.  (Elijah has his cute little baby towel for now but, I am sure he will join us one day.)  What??? We are all clean when we get out of the shower rrrright?  Richard hates this and always ends up getting a new one when he realizes it, but it always takes him a while.  I am not sure when this started but it has gone on for a while now.  Believe me we own enough towels!  Honestly, I think this comes from my complete hatred of washing clothes.  Since Rich has been gone I have had to do a lot of things I have never done before or things that I have not done in a while.  Things such as wash clothes, do more dish washing, make sure the car stays clean (in my own little way), clean my room and make my bed, vacuum ( I never knew where it was until now), clean the house, mow the lawn (and everything that entails), and many other things of that nature.  I guess you can kind of say that I am a little bit of a princess and up until Richard left for Kuwait I didn't realize how much of one I was.  I jokingly call him "Psycho Cleaner Man" because he is the cleanest man that I know.  I love it that he is the way he is because in a weird way he keeps me sane.  Yes, we are total opposites!  I am crazy, talkative, outgoing, messy, and he is more reserve, sits backs and observes what is going on around him, and extremely clean.  He would like the bed to be made up everyday to the point where I think it bothers him just thinking about the fact that I leave the house in the mornings with out touching it.  What for, I am getting right back in it when I get home?!  The one thing I will say is that having to do all of these things now has definitely made me a stronger person and has made me really appreciate him.  I don't think some people understand our relationship especially considering we could have an argument everyday over the same topic, hangers!  LOL!  and if not hangers then something else really dumb but, one thing I know is that I love that man!