Damn....

I always say I am going to blog, but I never do.  It's really hard to get to this with all the other things I have going on in my life.  I have been feeling a little crappy, happy, random, annoyed, loving, and all other types of mixed up shenanigans lately.  Lets start off with a wish list!  1. I would like a house that has a play room so that every time children come to my house Aydan's room doesn't look like a disaster, 2. I would like a nanny, a personal assistant, a chef, and a maid (lol, all of course are things that are going to happen when hell freezes over), 3. well I will keep a couple things to myself.  A friend and I were talking today about how when you walk into your home the feeling of shear exhaustion takes over and you have no motivation to do much of anything.  What the hell is that?  I have this feeling way to often.  Could it be the fact that I am taking care of my two wonderful children, or the fact that after getting them ready and put down for bed I am doing school work, or the fact that I am working part-time, or the fact that I always seem to have some sort of social event that I am attending????  Being pulled in forty-five different directions is not that fun all the time.  BUT,  I LOVE MY LIFE!!  Not trying to convince you or me.......it's a fact!  I would not ever give up wearing all the hats that I wear.